Growing up is the bane of my existence and I think that's why I enjoy the weekend so much - no work responsibility. I'm much happier and more myself when I'm NOT at my job. It's sad but also let's me go "Okay, I'm not on the clock, I don't have to be that person anymore." I have this weird rule for myself that I won't write when I'm in a bad mood, not because I don't have anything constructive to say, I just don't want to rely on this space as a venting, angry, teen-angsty diary type thing. And since I feel myself slipping into that place as the work week kicks off, I figured it would be better to focus on all the awesome from the shorter than normal weekend.
Monday, March 14, 2016
Friday, March 4, 2016
You're a Slacker, McFly
I'm not a fan of seasonal depression. Obviously no one is, but I feel like I'm a prisoner in my own head because I'm all "THERE ARE SO MANY AMAZING THINGS I WANT TO DO" but in reality, I only have enough energy to watch Netflix. I've had zero motivation or desire to train for races and have just slacked off of life in general.
HOWEVER ! I know this is a problem for me so whenever I can, I've been really pushing myself. Taking Barre classes has been the BIGGEST help. Without realizing it, I've been working towards trying to be healthier (I'm super nervous writing about this because I'm afraid my brain will realize what I've been doing and sabotage my progress !) and just taking the good with the bad.
